It’s been an interest last 3-4 months. I’ve done some traveling, flirted on the savanna, facing some adversity professionally, and meeting new people. You look back two years and people you thought would be around forever are across the sea or just strangers. We’ll never speak again and it’s mutual. I don’t look back in anger or disappointment anymore. I’m still learning to look forward. Everyday is a new day. You don’t know who you’re gonna meet and who will be come your friend.
On Saturday I went out with Greg and a couple dudes I don’t see much. Not sure what it was but the four of us had a great vibe going. We’re all pretty different yet there’s a great mixture of personalities. I’m extremely gregarious. Just stoked to have friends visit and chill in my neighborhood. The rest of the boys tell great stories, have great humor, and there’s an easy conversational flow. Perhaps this is the start of a new squad. I’ve wanted a crew again for a long time. I fucked up with Bro Gang when I was in a relationship. I wasted years not hanging with them enough. It’s no one’s fault but my own.
I have an opportunity to build some new bonds with a Bro Gang veteran and some good friends I could get closer with. I’m single now but I’ve learned a lot from last time. I want to make the most of my time now and I need to have strong friendships outside of a future relationship. I don’t foresee that happening anytime soon but going out with friends gets me closer. I’m just glad to have company with these dudes. We’ve got some plans this Thursday to go to Kindred. I have home field advantage. Kindred possesses my vibe like black metal ritual would. Can’t wait to wear my best, look my best, be my best.
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