Sebastian Langkilde

Raw Thoughts After Season Opener

NFL: Kansas City Chiefs at New England Patriots

The Patriots defensively rely too heavily on Dont’a Hightower. After he went down it was open season on the Patriots defense. Alex Smith looked like Joe Montana.
Tom Brady is still a legend, but his running backs and receivers were just a bunch of guys. Danny Amendola is no Edelman. There’s no threat in the middle of the field. Gronk was invisible.
This defense is still really vulnerable from last year. Yeah they won a Super Bowl but got burned by Atlanta and I’m pretty confident saying New England got every break they needed cap off an amazing come back. Give credit where it’s due but The Falcons lost that Super Bowl rather than New England winning it.
The Chiefs are the real deal when Alex Smith’s job comes into question. Smith played with urgency I haven’t seen since his Jim Harbaugh days. It’s like he finally has something up his ass to get his shit in gear. He was at his best. Let’s check back after week four but they can go all the way if he plays like this throughout the year.
Say what you want about Tyreek Hill the person. He’s trash. As a fantasy player on my team, he’s highly productive. Looks like he’s the number one receiver for The Chiefs and makes Alex Smith better by being a reliable target and world class athlete. Again, garbage person, but promising player.
I wish I drafted Kareem Hunt. Don’t we all? For a guy I knew nothing about and where he was drafted in my leagues there was no way I’d take him. No one has a crystal ball but he was stout last night. Let’s also be fair, New England’s defense was pathetic and vulnerable. I don’t believe Hunt will have a better performance this year but will he continue scoring touch downs and racking up yards, no doubt. He’s a legitimate work horse back for this team. Best since Jamaal Charles.
The New England Patriots will still at least make the AFC Championship. Look, it’s no secret. They’ve gone through many changes to their roster but the last three times during the Brady-Belichick era the team started 0-1, The Patriots won the Super Bowl. Don’t forget the last time The Chiefs routed them, even Bill Simmons called the era dead, during his Grantland days. The Pats will adjust to their failures and the personnel changes. I’m not going against that brain trust until it’s truly over, i.e. they leave the team.
Don’t fall into classic Belichick mantra. Virtually everyone is perceiving doubt on The Patriots now, which is probably what the team wants. With a big loss to a very good team, he can really get into his players mistakes and shortcomings. It’s a lot harder to do that with a winning team. A losing one, the coach has leverage to get on everyone’s ass, including Brady’s. Now Belichick can preach to this team about how everyone doubts them and they have something to prove now.

Collection Update 6.3

T&TSR

I’ve been feeling like crap this week. I’m not gonna explain it in depth right now, or ever, but I’ll just say I’ve had some professional and personal frustrations. After this week I march to my bed and lay down to decompress myself. Thankfully today was just an average day and some co-workers invited me to see the premiere of IT tonight. Nice to get the invitation and do something social. Normally scary movies aren’t my thing but this one looks too good. I watched IT YouTube videos all of yesterday evening. I thought I’d wait a bit before seeing it but a great opportunity presented itself.

Patience, a practice I need to continue embrace and commit even more. I talk and think about it but I need to just fucking do it. Patience with work and achieving the goals I want. Patience in making friends. Finding a companion. Wait for the opportunities and seize them. Have faith they’ll present themselves. Perhaps that’s why I really enjoy this vinyl crusade I’ve been on. When you walk into a store and see something you didn’t expect I get that wonderful feeling of wanting to take that record home. Tonight I grabbed some great records for a great deal. Got a reissue of The Stone Roses debut and Turnover’s new album Good Nature, hot pink vinyl too.

I wasn’t planning on spending any money really at the store tonight, but I say that with every post I make updating my collection. Normal almost always has something I just have to have in that moment. I feels good to have something nice when I’m not feeling a 100%. Treating yourself feels good.

You can check out my vinyl collection here.

September 5th, 2017

Every time I see you I wanna ask you to come over and watch South Park with me. I know you like In-N-Out and I’d get some for both of us. I don’t even know if you like South Park. I just want you to see me as I am when I laugh. Maybe you’ll like how I am privately. Perhaps we can spend time together. Maybe we’ll like it. Every time I see you, I dream about what it would be like to hang out with you.