After getting this new job my time is far more limited. Unlike my last job there isn’t idle time which I’m happy about. I won’t be goofing around as much and getting distracted. So despite my lack time this blog still provides a confessional space.
This being the first confession I’ll trying to be somewhat specific but still vague where I want. At my new job someone got flowers today. Very nice gesture. I miss those kinds of things. Not necessarily flowers but someone thinking of me like that.
I think this is a carry over from my last relationship. I failed at doing that. I failed at a lot of things then. This person at work getting flowers reminded me how much I miss someone caring about me like that. I don’t know what else to say but if the opportunity comes again I won’t take it for granted.
Disaesthetic 