Quietly sitting at work… It’s been the slowest most boring Sunday I can ever remember. We should really close sooner but hey they’re asking me to work and they are willing to pay me. Shouldn’t complain but it gets too quiet for too long. The silence puts a malaise over me. I feel like I’m just melting into a pile. Lately I’ve been feeling like that in my personal life. I need to get my ass back in the gym. I’ve done a good job not smoking cigarettes for almost a week. Need to lose some pounds, get my ass out to the club, and socialize a bit. Make new acquaintances, friends, maybe meet someone I’m interested in beyond friendship. Gotta stop being lazy and get my ass going. Need to some things. Lay down too often and just watch TV. Gotta make more out of my time and freedom.
Disaesthetic 