Photo by Alison Scarpulla
It’s odd writing that title but I do feel ready to date someone. I want to be with someone. I guess I didn’t expect to feel the urgency or the desire so soon, especially before Valentines day. This was the time a year ago I became single.
I’m hoping to go out with this girl I met on Halloween. She seems to be busy all of the time but I’m giving her the benefit of the doubt. I don’t know her and I would really like to. She probably is that busy.
She’s a single mom, which must be tough. I think it’s amazing she’s a mom. I must admit it’s attractive that she is. I want to be a dad someday and perhaps I’m getting ahead of myself but her having a child doesn’t scare me.
If anything I welcome it. I want to take on that responsibility.
There’s another one I’m interested in. She lives up north. If you’ve been reading these blogs I’ve mentioned her before. We’ve known each other for years but never met. Every time it almost happens we end up not meeting.
Part of me just wants it to happen so we can know if it’s just tension or if it’s more. I think she wants to know too. Either way I think we’ll both be happy.
Hopeful it happens soon or never.
I feel an urgency to try to meet someone. I’m trying Tinder again. I’ve gotten no matches of course but I’ll keep trying. I guess I don’t know how to meet someone still. I’m not sure what setting would offer the right opportunity to meet someone.
Parties seem to be the way I always meet someone. I guess I’ll keep going out and trying something new.
Disaesthetic 